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Cycle down, cycle down!
Back into the feelings of inferiority... "I'll never get into grad school," "If I got in they'd figure out I'm dumb," "I'm filler people," "I don't work hard enough," etc. Grah. I think these mental cycles are hormonal. Or brought on by finals.
At any rate, it rained today and I loved it. And I feel like an underachiever.
I finished the grading, though. Too bad I haven't done problems 10 and 16 of the pchem homework.
In other news, Jamie made me a CD and it makes me cry.
Back into the feelings of inferiority... "I'll never get into grad school," "If I got in they'd figure out I'm dumb," "I'm filler people," "I don't work hard enough," etc. Grah. I think these mental cycles are hormonal. Or brought on by finals.
At any rate, it rained today and I loved it. And I feel like an underachiever.
I finished the grading, though. Too bad I haven't done problems 10 and 16 of the pchem homework.
In other news, Jamie made me a CD and it makes me cry.
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Date: 2005-12-02 05:43 pm (UTC)From:I guess I'm just always afraid that I'm missing something... like everyone else is equipped with something I don't have, and I have to fight extra hard to keep up. But I'm doing okay.