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[oceantheorem]

Cycle down, cycle down!

Back into the feelings of inferiority... "I'll never get into grad school," "If I got in they'd figure out I'm dumb," "I'm filler people," "I don't work hard enough," etc. Grah. I think these mental cycles are hormonal. Or brought on by finals.

At any rate, it rained today and I loved it. And I feel like an underachiever.

I finished the grading, though. Too bad I haven't done problems 10 and 16 of the pchem homework.

In other news, Jamie made me a CD and it makes me cry.

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[oceantheorem.livejournal.com]

I'm applying to UCSF, Yale, Harvard, Berkeley, and UC Santa Barbara. I'm applying in Biochem or Molecular Bio at each school, for Ph.D. programs. I'd like to get my Ph.D. and... um... the goals sort of peter out from there. Maybe have my own lab at a university, maybe go into industry, maybe work for the CIA... probably have a lab at a university.

I don't remember if I expressly posted all that. I guess I sort of assumed that everyone could read my mind and knew what I'd decided.

What are you up to?

[oceantheorem.livejournal.com]

Hmm. That link doesn't work.

[oceantheorem.livejournal.com]

Well, what was behind the link?

[oceantheorem.livejournal.com]

Gah! My browser still won't go there. I think it's trying to tell me to get off the stupid internet and get back to studying.

[oceantheorem.livejournal.com]

You're not cramming! You're commenting on livejournals!

(Then again, so am I, and my final is at 8 am. Granted, it's only 8:35 here, but I also have a second final at noon tomorrow....)