There definitely hasn't been enough comfortable casual time. I actually hung out with Jeff a little bit yesterday before and after the sushi thing, and found that I don't even remember how to interact with people one-on-one. I'm so used to the big group socializing act of repeating my major and year over and over again, I can't remember what was cool about me or why I'm an interesting person, and I can't remember how to carry on normal conversations. I miss having friends. I know a ton of people here, but I feel that if I had a nervous breakdown at 3 in the morning, there's no one here I could call to wake up. I just don't know anyone that well yet. That sort of thing takes time to build up.
Anyway, a quiet evening of movies would be nice. Popcorn and a small group and a lack of conversation sounds, actually, fantastic.
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Date: 2006-10-20 01:33 am (UTC)From:Anyway, a quiet evening of movies would be nice. Popcorn and a small group and a lack of conversation sounds, actually, fantastic.
Thank you again for checking on me. That means a lot.