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Gah. I feel like I'm drowning. So many things are going on, and I'm at the center of all of it, sitting in the bottom of the boat screaming. Grad school is gigantic. Not physically, but conceptually. Responsibilityily.

Today was nuts. Lots of running around, realizing I should be reading papers about drosophila segmentation, and wanting nothing more than to lie down in the grass and take a nap. Tomorrow will be worse.

( Why I haven't updated in ages and why I won't update again this week )

This schedule does not take into account things like possibly climbing Thursday night, or picking up my stipend check on Friday, or the interviews I may try to squeeze in at the end of the week, or the fact that at some point I have to do things like homework, and eating and sleeping.

I'm so ridiculously happy. Freaked out, but happy.

Edit: ( So pertinent to this entry... )