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Ask, and ye shall receive....
Hadn't heard from Jamie in weeks. Posted that entry, and poof, two hours later he got online. I chatted with him for about five minutes, in a sort of excited, caffeinated, fast manner. Jamie's online conversations are always a little more... slowly paced. So I just sort of chattered. But he did talk a little bit. His summer is (from what I could tell) boring and normal and he's not getting anything done, nor having excessive amounts of fun. And from his tone, I don't think he's dating any girls, although I could always be wrong. But I feel a hell of a lot better. And our conversation also reminded me of how... not interested he is, in everything that he's not obsessed with.
I mean, I miss him still. And yeah, it's that kinda thing where I'll love him until forever. But... I'm doing better than he is, and I feel great about it. And I think there are better options out there for me.
So. NEXT!
Hadn't heard from Jamie in weeks. Posted that entry, and poof, two hours later he got online. I chatted with him for about five minutes, in a sort of excited, caffeinated, fast manner. Jamie's online conversations are always a little more... slowly paced. So I just sort of chattered. But he did talk a little bit. His summer is (from what I could tell) boring and normal and he's not getting anything done, nor having excessive amounts of fun. And from his tone, I don't think he's dating any girls, although I could always be wrong. But I feel a hell of a lot better. And our conversation also reminded me of how... not interested he is, in everything that he's not obsessed with.
I mean, I miss him still. And yeah, it's that kinda thing where I'll love him until forever. But... I'm doing better than he is, and I feel great about it. And I think there are better options out there for me.
So. NEXT!
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Date: 2004-07-24 11:27 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2004-07-25 12:52 am (UTC)From:How long have you been having these... deluuuusions?