How can I read this, and see your stitch, and not want to cry? Did I ever tell you the significance of that movie? We watched it during some of the last days of my summer program I spent in Hawaii. I felt like I had made some close friends during that summer and I felt so sad to think about moving on and not being with them. Anyway-the movie has a special spot in my life. So...back to you and your emotions. I love you dearly-and perhaps I've been surprised by stuff you've done-but no more surprised then I am at myself when I look back. I don't think less of you-I swear. In fact-I admire you for dealing with so much in your life. I thought I was stressed out. You've always had a knack for dealing with things under pressure, and perhaps that's how you deal with things best-but when I grow up, I wanna be able to balance 101 things like you do (unlike me-who balances like 42 things or something. =p) I wish I could be around to give you a lei when you come home to Reno. I wish I could be around to laugh at random science jokes I totally don't understand. I wish I could be around to give you some kleenox or hand you a shot of Jack (oh wait-I didn't say that. No alcohol. bad Brenda). Nonetheless-I wish I could be there when you need friends the most-Lord do I understand that feeling. And yes-being here I have one best girlfriend-Stace...and she's graduating this semester. I don't know how I'm going to survive without her. But be grateful for the one girlfriend you have-because often times, they can make all the difference. I wish boys weren't so complicated-and our emotions that are often twisted with them. You know what I mean, and around that topic-I LOVE YOU for your strength and courage through everything! Please take this as a huge hug...and a smack to myself because maybe I shuold have posted this in an email-and not a LJ comment---but perhaps it's necessary (wow, I think that's totally spelt wrong) for the world to know that I love you. And sometimes I wish I could be like you. All my love, Brengoon
*tear* STITCH
So...back to you and your emotions. I love you dearly-and perhaps I've been surprised by stuff you've done-but no more surprised then I am at myself when I look back. I don't think less of you-I swear. In fact-I admire you for dealing with so much in your life. I thought I was stressed out. You've always had a knack for dealing with things under pressure, and perhaps that's how you deal with things best-but when I grow up, I wanna be able to balance 101 things like you do (unlike me-who balances like 42 things or something. =p)
I wish I could be around to give you a lei when you come home to Reno. I wish I could be around to laugh at random science jokes I totally don't understand. I wish I could be around to give you some kleenox or hand you a shot of Jack (oh wait-I didn't say that. No alcohol. bad Brenda). Nonetheless-I wish I could be there when you need friends the most-Lord do I understand that feeling.
And yes-being here I have one best girlfriend-Stace...and she's graduating this semester. I don't know how I'm going to survive without her. But be grateful for the one girlfriend you have-because often times, they can make all the difference.
I wish boys weren't so complicated-and our emotions that are often twisted with them. You know what I mean, and around that topic-I LOVE YOU for your strength and courage through everything!
Please take this as a huge hug...and a smack to myself because maybe I shuold have posted this in an email-and not a LJ comment---but perhaps it's necessary (wow, I think that's totally spelt wrong) for the world to know that I love you. And sometimes I wish I could be like you.
All my love,
Brengoon