2006-05-01

oceantheorem: (thesis)
2006-05-01 06:14 pm
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8 days

I love May 1. It's usually a day of serious celebration for me. Today, though, I found it hard to get out of bed, so I didn't. I slept straight through class again. I didn't get out of bed until 1:00. And then I took a nap. I feel so lazy and despondent.

Today's quote is about courage.
Gold strip:
"Courage is very important. Like a muscle, it is strengthened by use." --Ruth Gordon

I went on a date with Boy of Choice this weekend. I am utterly convinced that he IS interested in me, and that he knows I'm interested in him. And yet, he hasn't made a move. There has been no kissing, no hand-holding, no nothing. I'm frustrated.

And my thesis is due in 3 weeks. I have a page written. I'm starting to realize that yeah, this really actually might not get done if I continue to ignore it. Shit shit shit.

May 1 usually erases all the bad stuff. Maybe this year June 18 will erase all the bad stuff.

On the bright side, Nick is talking to me again.